Here In My Life

Development

2011-06-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

How much money have you lost because of it?

How many family bonding session have you neglected because of it?

How much business potential have you lost because of it?

How much hurt have you felt because of it?

How many times you quarreled with your loved ones because of it?

How many times were you betrayed because of it?

How much sweat have you put it because of it?

How much brain juice have you used because of it?

what is it? DEVELOPMENT

Simple, why did England fail to deliver in World Cups?

Scholes, Beckham, Owen, Rooney, Gerrard, Lampard n it goes on n on....

Next time before you judge, ask yourself the questions first.

Jesus once said, "Let those who nvr sinned cast the first stone"

we are worried for penang

2011-02-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

It's not about the size of the dog that is going to fight, it's about the size of the fight inside the dog.

David & Goliath (revised)

2010-07-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

People throughout the years have been talking about the victory of David over Goliath;

How one tiny little teen defeated a super huge giant

The pride of Israel over the Philistine

here's a question,

how sure are you that David was

-tiny

-little

-weak or

-timid?

you know what?

David was probably the biggest man in Israel during that time

He was one of the strong man in Israel

He was the best man for that job

He didn't go to Goliath for no reason

He knew that no one else in Israel was better than him

as we continue to serve God,

as we walk the way of The Lord

as we get tired

as we feel like giving up

maybe it's time of us to recall the reason why we started everything

YOU ARE THE THERE BECAUSE YOU'RE THE BEST

remember

fish monger

2010-06-11T14:20:00.003+08:00

me, recently

-sometimes i know

i'm no good for you

Love

2010-05-12T02:00:00.003+08:00

When we bring up the word 'christianity', we'll be hearing a lot of christians saying this "christianity is a relationship, not a religion". WELL SAID.

why? why is christianity a relationship:

1. God Loves Us

John 3:16- For God so loved the world that he gave his one n only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal lives

2. You are asked to love God

Matthew 22:37- Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind."

So, God loves you, you love God. It is a relationship right?

YEAH, until...

it's just funny when you see a pastor standing in front of the church asking the people, "do you love God?", loud replies of "yes!" echoing the whole church. it's funny.

God loves you n you said you love God.

God gave His Son for you, what did you give God back?

LOVE? do you still think you love God?

RELATIONSHIP? why do i only see God's love n no response from His people?

Disobeying God's commandments

Putting idols before God

still LOVE?

"got exams tomorrow lah, can't go church"

"got driving lessons"

"morning floorball, very tired lah"

"saturday enough d lah, weekdays i need to work"

"no, my son needs to study, siao ah, dont ruin his future"

"no transport"

"only pastor, worship team n missionaries serve God, dont waste your time"

"i give my offering to God okay!" (billionaire, give not even 10%, wanna talk big)

"later i lose my job"

"there're many ways to love God, don't have to do like that wan lah"

"i cannot lah"

"yeah i will, after i graduate lah kay"

etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc

LOVE God...

God gave up His life for your sins, so that YOU are saved. and He just asked a little thing from you and you can't even make it, LOVE God?

It's like your girl/boyfriend asking for a plate of Char Koay Teow, very hard to get? If u can't even do that, how can you say you love him/her?

Jesus said this before He left, "go into all the world and preach the good news to ALL creation". Take note huh, He said ALL and you're doing NONE. 0 0 0 0 0 0 KOSONG!

remember, now that you're a christian, you're saved, it's all because people followed this command, people gave up their lives for God, people left their home and preached the gospel. Why can't you just preach this good news to the 91% of people in Malaysia? They are just 10 metres away from you, start doing it as an act of LOVING God.

Christians? Disciples?

Here is what Jesus said:

"if anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brother and sisters-yes, even HIS OWN LIFE-he cannot be my disciple. And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me CANNOT be my disciple." CANNOT.

think

reload

2010-05-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

we are not MAC

Microsoft simply needs refresh

confession of a form 6 student (not enough standard to go in college)

2010-05-10T22:41:00.004+08:00

the top of the stairs

the bottom of the stairs

i'm at the bottom, i'm handicapped

perhaps it's too hard for me to reach the top

i know i'm not of you ppl's standard

it's okay, SMILE =)

just live in my own world

-i'm sorry for my busy-ness =/

2010-05-08T17:24:00.003+08:00

suck it all in

-for you i will

2010-05-06T17:17:00.003+08:00

things in the past, things yet unseen

wishes and dreams that are yet to come through

-as a pleasing sacrifice,

Lord i offer you my life...

thats what faith can do

2010-04-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

2010-04-24T02:13:00.001+08:00

i was wrong

I shouldn't

2010-04-23T21:07:00.001+08:00

shouldn't

-thats why we're together

i

2010-03-21T13:14:00.003+08:00

really hope this coming week will pass slower. =/

7 days

28..29..oh it's 30

2010-03-15T11:07:00.002+08:00

dear SR,

其实你很特别你很好看你很自然你很漂亮可爱的姑娘

你的心地善良对人诚恳大方人人都会喜欢

其实自自然然平平凡凡简简单单开开朗朗自在又清爽

不需太多打扮不要花枝招展姑娘你已经很漂亮

from,

chinese school boy

-it's impossible to find, you're...-

what are those efforts for?

2010-03-11T17:27:00.001+08:00

-i do not know

hey friend, this is for you

2010-03-08T15:48:00.002+08:00

a little bit of trust is all you need to make this whole thing so much easier

right? silent reader. xP

tiny particles

2010-03-03T18:38:00.001+08:00

-yes, i did

dejavu?

2010-01-27T05:26:00.002+08:00

kinda miss drinking-coffee-to-keep-u-awake-to-study feeling

so i tried again after SPM

it used to last for 3 hours, now?

5 hours 30 minutes and i'm still counting, CAN't sleep

-.-

anyway, chao sai!!

2010-01-25T10:35:00.005+08:00

exhale the stress so you don't come unglued

somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood =)

10years

2010-01-19T02:39:00.002+08:00

28 years old

my own wawasan 2020

-5672 will be my somebody (somebodyyyyyyyy)

Let your will be done

wawasan 2020

satu pandangan jauh

bukan impian malah kenyataan

bersama kami somebody jayakan

Youth service

2010-01-18T02:04:00.004+08:00

hmm yeah, youth service, i think this is the first time i'm talking about the thing that i've been doing every saturday night for more than a year. erm okay. but why suddenly? so random -.-

i dont know but just really felt like posting it. anyway, rushed to church for worship practice after floorball. seriously, i dont know why (i actually know why) i was so angry. i just felt like i dont want to play for that night, really. things were going in and out of my mind and yes i was very very DOWN.

as we finished bible class, i headed to bathe. i asked God for solution, i needed advices, i mean i just really needed God. the water from the pipe was super cold and i guess all my anger was cooled by it? by then i reminded myself, what's the whole purpose for me to be up there on stage to play? isn't it for God? why did i care about humans? i went into the sanctuary and i felt really really refreshing after that, God taught me to give grace.

after worship, we had jason chan to speak to us. 'what makes a christian a christian?'. of course he talked a lot, as usual and with all his testimonies. to be honest, i've heard his testimonies for at least 5 times but u know what? everytime he shares, i learn something new from it eventhough is the same thing. i dont know how but God works in funny ways.

mihun soup with fried fish is super nice though. xP

notes to myself: think less think less rmb 'no one can take away what God puts in your life' =)

2010-01-13T17:32:00.001+08:00

2010-01-13T11:12:00.001+08:00

Determination
Wanting to improve

Lazy=Messy

2010-01-08T13:23:00.003+08:00

Before

after

LOL sorry lah

2010-01-07T13:43:00.002+08:00

hope i will be able to play 'free' by hillsong..soon
it's an old song but the drums' fill in is super nice
and of course super hard...i guess

i think i don't deserve to go to state training right now
ya, seriously
don't know why am i there

PMS

2010-01-07T00:44:00.003+08:00

currently pms-ing, i'm thinking too much again
hmm, trying to control, still trying
yes i'll do it, i know i can do it
i dont have to worry
TRUST

"i can do all things through christ who strengthen me"

He's crazy

2010-01-02T00:54:00.003+08:00

Gerald and I were sleeping, suddenly he woke up and asked me

Gerald: Who's that guy from the island?
ME: Huh? What island?
Gerald: That guy, the picture lah *he's pekchek*
ME: *wants to answer him FRIDAY from robinson crusoe is it? but dont dare*
Gerald: Yor, nvm lah later i ask you *went back to sleep*

He's a joke even when he was dreaming. Who's that guy from the island? ZZZZ

Even his dad agrees

2009-12-31T19:40:00.002+08:00

Dan: eh, go on the Internet router
Gerald: ok (walk out the room and switch on the router)
Gerald's dad: why turn on the Internet so early?
Gerald: Dan wants to use. He needs to talk to his girlfriend. Luckily I don't have.
Gerald's dad: cause YOU ARE GAY

LOL

Last paper

2009-12-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

Will be sitting for my last SPM paper on wednesday, the last and the hardest one for me. Didn't study perdagangan during my form 4 days so i got a lot to catch up and i only have two more days to that. *pening

Anyway, youth camp is just next week. Time flies, it'd been a year since the previous ayc. Can't wait for it but at the same time miss ayc 2008 a lot, A LOT. I wouldn't be where i am today if i didn't go for that camp. It was a wonderful camp, though hosba really sucks. Ah, it will be so good if i know how to appreciate and make use of every chances i have, i m just too coward sometimes, no, all the time. Hopefully ayc09 will make a large impact in every campers lives. Like gerald said, "we'll make history"

i m still the one during ayc08, changed? Not really
if i like floorball, i like it forever
it applies to EVERYTHING in my life

Giggs

2009-11-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

Giggs was born in Wales. He is a Welsh but he once captained England schoolboy. Given the choice to choose either to represent England or Wales, he chose his home country. WHY? England promises him a good future, a future in World Cup. Wales? yeah, unless they have 5 giggs in the team. so, still WHY?

Nothing beats playing for your own country, it is the best thing. As for us, playing for our school is similar to playing for our country. Why can't 'they' see it? Why all they want is just winning? If even the leader doesn't show good example, how is he/she going to lead?

Passion? Your own selfish passion or the TEAM's

Hi

2009-11-25T16:07:00.003+08:00

Hi, Benjamin Yeoh was here.

5 downs, 3 more to go

2009-11-25T11:14:00.003+08:00

There are only Accounts, Science & Commerce left

stop procrastinate and go to your revision, FAST!!!

fyi, i did'nt prepare for these three subjects at all

at all means, the revision books still new, price tag still there

NO PEN MARK or whatsoever, they are totally new =)

Very Happy

2009-11-22T12:30:00.003+08:00

i don't know what to say

very down

why?

don't ask me

told you i don't know what to say

it means i don't know how to answer your question too

...

thursday till now, didn't study at all

i said AT ALL

lie? no

...

saturdays are just not my day

of course they are not

they belong to satur that's why they are called SATURdays

...

sorry no choice

have to crap all the way

really no mood cause of saturdaysssssss

down

...

down?

i thought i have watched 'UP' already

...

spm 18th to 9th

sukpen 4th, 5th

ayc 14th to 18th

what?

...

who ask you to read?

is spm, go study please

just leave me alone

no one shall read this post

...

oh is 12 34pm

oh is afternoon

oh i shall sleep

oh don't want to study

oh yea

2009-10-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

nabi got 4 ciri

Fatanah (bijaksana)

Amanah (dipercayai)

Tabliq (menyampaikan)

Siddiq (berkata benar)

digelar al-amin

then he berdakwah, too long d lazy type

then he died

then started khulafa al rasyidin

first khalifa is abu bakar al siddiq, nabi's best friend, penyelamat umat islam

2nd one is umat bin al khattab, the one berhijrah secara terang menerang one, amirul mukminin

3rd one uthman bin affan, they said he was killed but he didnt

4th one is ali bin abu talib, nabi's cousin, married nabi's two daughters, harimau allah

siao liao, to be continued.......

i dont need sejarah book anymore, WOOOOO

2009-10-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

SPM is killing me, 20 days more

so many things to study, so little time

can i make it?

well the only motivation is from myself

'if they (science stream ppl) can make it, i can make it too.'

i have only 8 subjects man compared to science streams students with 10++ subs

Can I?

the road less taken

pre-trials

2009-10-05T21:53:00.003+08:00

6-20 october spm trials

preparation near to none

two words for me

UP CAR =)

all i need is to be

wrapped in your arms

Egg

2009-09-23T11:03:00.002+08:00

there's a saying in chinese that goes like this

'ji tan li tiao gu tou'

which means, trying to find a bone in an egg

WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE

secara tersirat it's telling us some people just want to find problem

when there's no problem at all

example? those of you who are scratching your head now trying to

prove that you can find a bone in an egg, YOU ARE THE EXAMPLE!

mandarin rocks occasionally

Crab

2009-09-18T12:40:00.002+08:00

a crab can't teach another crab to walk straight

pharisees

2009-09-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

can you see how ugly we are?

make a change today =)

Hope

2009-09-12T01:33:00.001+08:00

"dont put in too much hope"
finally something came out from tim's mouth that i can agree on

spm

2009-09-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

Spm is very important

ya i know

so?

study?

everyone knows that

possible?

two text books for both years

two months left

still possible?

lazy

no time

you day dreamt the whole form 4

is spm

not pmr

still possible?

prove it

loser

grace

2009-09-07T10:24:00.002+08:00

ministry leads to training

training needs grace

grace brings us back to ministry

without one of these elements,

the vision of the sport won't be achieved

i need Your strength

2009-09-04T14:12:00.001+08:00

is really tired

mona lisa cry @ youth jam

2009-08-31T13:29:00.005+08:00

BELIEVE ME, IS WORTH WAITING FOR THE VIDEO TO BUFFER

emergency by paramore cover

just dance by lady gaga cover

monster by meg & dia cover

My heart by paramore cover

this song is really really nice

2009-08-30T12:52:00.000+08:00

coward, weirdo

2009-08-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

You are a coward

You are a weirdo

back to pointless life

2009-08-27T10:53:00.002+08:00

retreat camp was awesomely awesome

those who missed it, too bad xP

well, came back home n back to normal life

which mean i'll be sitting in front of my laptop for the whole day

no books will be opened

listen to songs

and DAY DREAM

hmm, holidays are boring =(

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

- sum41

Publisity

2009-08-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm here today to tell you that there's a blog by the name of

'the lights will guide you home'

it is a very nice blog, so please drop by

and tag the chatbox, thanks a lot and yeah the link is...

http://danieltsy.blogspot.com

what happens every week

2009-08-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

a feeling after 9 30pm every saturday : A Haih is this a feeling?

anyway, found these in Science Form4 Chapter 1

"based on the division of labour in the brain the effect

of injuries to specific parts of the brain may be predicted

- examples:

a) if the part of the brain controlling speech is injured, the

person will have difficulty in talking in the normal way "

LOL, i think someone must have knocked on my head

when i was young

i don't want to be famous,

i just want to be a good team player

-Park Ji-Sung

forgive

2009-08-14T14:32:00.001+08:00

for SAM THUM

2009-08-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

okay, this post is dedicated to samuel thum wei-jin

the one who sits beside me everyday in class

and i'm suffering because of it. xD

according to wikipedia, ahem

PMS is defined as Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) (also called PMT or premenstrual tension) is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle.

mood swing is one of its symptoms

just so you know, that's what sam and i are having.. MOOD SWING. lol

everyday go inside class, sit down and sam will start his story

'i want to go back sp, i want to go back sp!!!'

i think i better stop here before sam kill me. LOL

is it wrong asking or begging?

come on, i asked in a polite way

-gary lee

hillsong live, london and united

2009-08-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

anyone of you having these?

can you just share them with me please? =)

this week

2009-08-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

this week is just another week

7 days a week

but today is only wednesday

why am i saying it as a week?

*this guy must be crazy*

attended drum class yesterday,

hmm just to tell the truth

i would be very down everytime i left the class

not because i don't get to play drum or any other thing u're thinking

but, the thing is but, but but but but *have to write like the way i talk la right*

i am just wasting my time there playing things that i'll never master

teacher not good enough? impossible, alwyn is awesome

student not good enough? totally, gary is just like a nerd messing around the drum kit

u may be asking, 'got so bad meh?'

let me tell u, is ten time worse than what i'm describing

of course, is from my point of view, u want to know why?

cause this is my blog, if is not from my point of view, is it still called my blog? soink!!

enough!! come back here, i m playing for worship this saturday

okay, first time, first time nvm, look at the way i play

u think i won't ruin the whole worship?

eh come la, do u know that i trust GOD?

i know i suck at drum but i know GOD will be holding my hands when i play

i know that no matter how bad i am, HE's still there guiding me

SO, scared? sure scared lah, but the only thing i can do now is...

i know u all gonna say pray right?

ya, pray but must practise also lah, if not mana boleh?

okay okay, too long d, time to study, chao

wait, akhir kata

I NEED A PAIR OF COURT SHOES DESPERATELTY!!!!

the LORD is my sheperd,

i shall not be in want- Psalms 23

2009-08-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

bored of sundays?

okay, here are steps u can take to get rid of the boredom

1. wake up in the morning

2. switch on your laptop/pc

3. lie down on your bed or sit on the chair

4. be there for more than 12 hours

5. and the only things you do are listen to songs n facebook

6. enjoy!!!

yeah right, as if anyone of you will do that

just so u know, that's what i did today

bored? i'm even more bored than you are

2009-08-09T19:17:00.001+08:00

do you believe in miracles?

2009-08-09T13:47:00.000+08:00

practise practise practise and practise

again

practise practise practise and practise

again

and die

timing timing timing and timing

again

timing timing timing and timing

again

and die

think think think and think

again

think think think and think

again

and die

tears stream, down your face

when you lose something you can't replace

-coldplay

2009-08-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

when spm seems to be fearless

not because i've prepared, i'm really lazy nowadays, serious

but it's because i know i wont excel in it,

so, nothing to be scared of.. i think?

2009-07-30T11:45:00.000+08:00

mental toughness can bring you to the top

and mental weakness straight to the bottom

-john schiefer

2009-07-28T12:20:00.001+08:00

now i feel the pain on my knee, to be stitched by next monday as the wound has too much dead cells now. zzz

2009-07-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

Where got time to study??

i need to get rid some of these things perhaps =)

2009-07-22T19:21:00.001+08:00

if you call this home, why does it feel so alone

2009-07-15T21:43:00.001+08:00

Ok, today i'm going to talk about my life...

uh, uh, uh..

wait, how to talk when i don't even have one?

lame

2009-07-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

jikalau aku dapat menyuarakan perasaan aku..aduhai

kena accident, kaki sakit, motor masuk bengkel, darah tak henti2

football tak payah main,

floorball tak payah main,

penang open tak payah lari..

CANTIK

walaubagaimanapun ini hanya merupakan perkara yg remeh temeh

ada yg kita tak nampak tapi impaknya kaut dlm diriku

itulah yg lagi bahaya

LOL

That i'll grow up sooner or later cause i've wasted all my free time alone

2009-07-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

Another half to go...

6 months left, leaving only another 6 months on the calendar of 2009

for some people these past 6 months were pretty slow

and some take it the other way

sure many things happened,

things that you remember for the joy they brought

things that you remember for the depression they brought

but life goes on..

as for me, 2009 was awesome

awesome in a way that its so much better then 2008

things weren't that bad like last year, in fact is great

i have improved a lot in many many things

yeah, a lot

let's just list out some

academic first in the list, the new sport, floorball that stole my heart

drumming, my time management ( still have lots to improve though )

and bla bla bla.. too many things

almost forgot, 2009 saw me going back to church and

doing what's right as a christian

when you have your ups, there're always downs too

for me, there's one difficulty that just couldn't get away

EXPRESSION

after much thought, i found out the only feeling and emotion that

i know how to express is.. ANGER =/

i'm still trying to fix my mind, tune it properly

so i can express all the things

through my mouth of course

but is just so hard

sometimes when i don't express, people just assume

and they assumed the wrong things not all the time but

most of the time

i couldn't help, is my own fault for not telling people

so for the last 6 months i did try to express one single thing

that i really really want to express

but my mind get in the way, i kept thinking too much

not the good side but the bad side

i thought negatively, everyday

and time passed, i did nothing

well, as one republic sings 'is too late...'

nickelback thinks the other way and so he sings

'its not too late, its never too late'

so, from today onwards

I m gonna do my best to get what i really want and what i really need

no giving up, no regrets until that single thing is expressed

I'm determined!! woohooo

i don't know whether anyone will finish reading this post

or even look at this lame post but

i'm sorry for the things that i did not do

i was a coward but not anymore

watch!! =)

2009-06-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

can't you see is 'NO PARKING'?

well, i didn't really care last time as long as my bike get a place to park

anyway, today is this bike's 1st anniversary

the first and still many more to come...hopefully

2009-06-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

17th june

almost three quarter of the day was filled with dissapointment

seriously

recess revo was a failure for both the upper forms n lower forms

got really moody cause of that

excuses!! i don't like excuses

christians are afraid to show their friends in school that they are christians

very good, stay like that and continue being a hypocrite

anyway, thanks tim, sam, tsu sheng n chong yee for making my day

tim chia-ed dinner n cakes at secret recipe

get to blow a candle after 10years, noob right. haha

really enjoyed the last quarter of my bday, at least there's something

if all i need to do is just do nothing n wait.. i will!!

wait, must do something

but.. there's really nothing i think i can do

2009-06-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

got screwed by football coach

my stamina really sucks

disappointed =/

school re-opened

back to books n tuitions

2009-06-13T01:21:00.001+08:00

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

2009-06-10T09:47:00.000+08:00

sorry gerald, but really nothing happy to write about
these few days are like meaningless
meaningless-ly meaningless
everyday seems to be the same, boring and down
the only consulation?
i finally got a facebook account
and yeah buying a 2nd hand phone i think
hopefully la...

2009-06-08T14:25:00.001+08:00

FRIEND?

hmm, God always ask us to LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR
it sounds easy but it takes us life to do so
well, why do i say that?
cause Pastor said that during service?
NO
cause i see mostly people out there can't even LOVE THEIR FRIENDS
how to love your neighbour, someone you don't know
when you can't even love your friends?

'I love my friends what, who say i don't'
really? what did you do for them?
'have to do things?'
yea, when they need your help
'don't need one la, they need to find their own solution right, what if i'm not his/her friend?'
okay, but the problem is he/she is your friend
'don't let your friends use you la'
is not about use you or what, you said you LOVE YOUR FRIENDS?

not trying to act smart or what, just want to sound out my opinion
no offends

2009-06-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

Life Brief Candle

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

2009-05-31T16:10:00.000+08:00

2008

2009-05-31T15:23:00.000+08:00

chia pa siao eng

cause you're hot n you're cold

just dance, dance, dance

harder better faster stronger

we'll write a song

mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru

i can wait forever

can't read my, can't read my

mum mum mum mah

boom boom pow

oh oh oh, i'll get him hot

show him what i got

she's got to love nobody

light up light up

don't waste your time only me

no one no one no oneeeee

i was born to tell you i love you

the best thing bout tonight

it's not over

but it's over

thinking of you

have i found you, flightless bird

that's what you get

stop crying your heart out

my love for you, is deep and meaningless

we were both young when i first saw you

say hello

every time you leave my heart turns grey

rock n roll de style

i am crazy for this girl

gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

for i see the light surrounding you

your way to beautiful girl

girls don't like boys

you spin my head right round right round

is too late to apologize

over again, don't make me change my mind

p-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

yo yo yo yo yo yo is lame but

is all "rock n roll de stye"!!!!

l_l

she = dream x never get

dream =never get / she

never get = she / dream

chia pa siao eng

useless

2009-05-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

it's not easy to be me

really

well, just being random again

i miss lower secondary years

\/ \/

i miss working every weekends

i miss cycling everyday

i miss cycling under the rain with my brother, rushing to work

i miss cycling from tg bunga to chung ling

i miss the passion for football

i miss playing football every saturday at 12

i miss sitting on a bus

i miss the time when bus is my only transportation

i miss no internet lifeless life

i miss staying in a big house (but nth inside one)

i miss taking rice to school everyday

i miss sleeping in front of the teacher in class

i miss clhs football team

i miss playing drum in church service

i miss arguing with prefects

i miss being a crazy nerd

i miss wasting my time in school with action group

i miss repairing windows and tables in school

i miss painting the field

i miss running in the school 6 30am everyday

i miss 4x400m

i miss i miss i miss

these are the things i wont be doing anymore

spot the botak

it's not easy to be me

really

2009-05-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Sunday 24 May

went to bukit jambul shopping complex for bandjamzz

dan's band, mona lisa cry was paid to play

the bands

daniel

dan: "pi main kompang la" jkjk

ugly men, 2004 asean beat malaysia champ

they are good

mona lisa cry

went for youngsters friendly match later on

penang chinese f.a. was having their trial so

we were invited to play with them

the match ended with 2-o to our advantage

fyi, penang chinese's head coach is also our club's head coach

and penang chinese's asst.coach is our club's manager

poor ball control and fitness

gonna get them fixed asap

i wanna jamm

jamm jamm jamm jamm jamm

everyone in tsb please practise

i beg you

2009-05-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

random, random n random

found some pictures of myself from tim's old post

looking back at 2008..hmm

is kinda sohai

lol

accounts papers tomorrow, tension =/

i wish i could do better

2009-05-18T10:29:00.000+08:00

uh, nvm nothing, haha =)
my blog is pictureless so just upload one la

exam starts tomorrow
gonna fail fail fail..yay!! =/

2009-05-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

DOWN =/

2009-04-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

SAINTS FLOORBALL TRAINING was FUN!!

why??

well firstly, it was under the hot sun

and to worsen the situation, the floor is rough

meaning that your blade will be full of scratches after you play

but that's something fun right? lame

seriously, it was fun..

the training started at 4 but i was late

so faster went for 5 rounds and get myself into the court

and then coach jason opened his mouth

"just now got this guy came late and i ask all the people here to

push up 30 times, so now since you're here everyone push up 60 times la

or you don't want to play?"

i was like..uh..uh..uh..

you know his face when he's really serious

then he laughed and said,

"joking la, come come come"

stunned!!! lol

scare me only

next up we had "suicide" *woah!!!

if you really have problem with committing suicide

please join us in "suicide", confirm die!

after 20 seconds water break, we had 2 0n 1

i teamed up with mike and kenneth (both from frontliners)

then the coach started talking again,

"those who can't score, 5 push ups, i want you all to train your BICEPS"

LoL

i did ten push ups

selepas itu we were introduced to a new game, floorfootball

the attacking team plays floorball while the defending one

uses legs and no stick is allowed

quite syok also la actually

after that we went for match

you think coach jason so good? NO!! lol

"suicide" before the match

"this is to train your mental when you're tired,

when we all tired ah, mental tak kuat d, can't play your own game"

eh, true right? abo?

this time we must control our running, 20%, 100%

finish killing ourselves, we play match la

play play play, play until 6 30 then "suicide" AGAIN

and yeah we did warm down before going back

after everyone went back, james and i continue playing

tried out some skills that james learnt from youtube

and at 7 30 pm, we called it a day

it was really a tiring day and yet a day that i've learnt a lot of things from floorball

kesimpulannya, saints floorball training was MENAKJUBKAN

2009-04-27T17:19:00.000+08:00

peperiksaan tengah tahun smk st xavier

hanya di sekeliling sudut (is just around the corner)

my bm sucks

well, i think is time for me to take out some books and revise

which i doubt i will do that =?

mr lazy has turned to hyper hardworking now

keep working extra time and extra effort on me

how am i going to duduk for my peperiksaan?

diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie

went to kompleks sukan balik pulau last saturday for

WAVE CHALLENGE.. floorball

we played quite well except the last match which we lost

the dynamic wasn't there

anyway we beat nomads (the champion) *syok

later on that night we went to b.ferringhi after dinner

mark kissed wira at first, then wira kissed tsu sheng

i mean their cars

moody day

i am still struggling to control my emotions

get pissed off too fast

and yeah, sometimes there's no reason =O

controlcontrolcontrolcontrolcontrolcontrolcontrolcontrolcon

SXI will be having their 99th annual sports day tomorrow

i wish myself good luck

i don't want to die on the track xP

x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

will i regret if i just sit down and do nothing?

2009-04-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

floorball

football

studies

do nothing

i really need to reschedule my time

i think i better say reschedule and FOLLOW the schedule

seriously no time for all these things as SPM is walking nearer

and nearer to me and i can hear SPM whispering wei *scary

on the mean time, my brain is kinda 'tong' d

used to have just one brain but now

it splits to three parts A, B & C

A & B are the one always having the discussion

C, being the stupid one, do nothing but instead it was given

the role to choose either A's or B's idea

okay here are the examples:

i) A : eh, go play floorball la, sien wei

B : want meh?sleep first la, later need to study

C : uh uh uh... A la A la

me : okay, go play floorball

ii) A : eh, text him/her la

B : want meh? i scared la, later something something how ah?

C : uh uh uh.. just now A d, now B la

me : okay, don't need

iii) A : buy the red one

B : blue one better la

C : headache la wei, cin cai la, A A A la

me : okay, red one

something like that la, don't know how i figured it out also

maybe its time for me to eliminate the C and

GET MYSELF TO DECIDE

maybe only la

maybe

sometimes i wish i could

2009-04-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

WEEK FULL OF ADVENTURES*maybe?

well, the week started of with two days of school

and yeah, i only went for two days

westlands school's invitation to run in their sports day had

stopped me from going to school on wednesday

but as soon as the running finished,

i rushed back to saints for floorball practice

in school! in school! in school!

for thursday, i'll rate it as the highlight of the week as

my 'L' license for 9months++ is finally useless

passed my 'P' test under the rain *whooo

samuel thum vir-gin asked us out for lunch on friday

because he won't be around on saturday,

have to celebrate bday one day earlier with us

and and and, i get my pink salming beta!!! yeah man

then we had cell group at night,

11 person came, no 9 came, 2 memang stay there already one

loads of food and laughter and also HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE =(

saturday, JYB?

lol, not really sure lo

floorball in the afternoon as usual

25 turned up, we certainly need to split our training asap

too many people and we couldn't do much

it was a good sign anyway

youth service was awesome!!!

josh yeoh's 1hour++ worship i don't know how to say

but its really really really nice

stayed on for easter service until 12 before we went back

SUNDAY

TIMOTHY YEOH NOOB baptized

LoL

he was really funny, so nervous

of course, some other things happened too =(

i think i should really put some pictures on my blog

so boring

but not today la, no camera

so long d wei since i kena rompak. haha

still praying to GOD about that one thing

GOD, pls give me a sign

pls pls pls

2009-04-01T17:04:00.000+08:00

"maintain your tempo!"

"your timing must be the same when you fill in!"

"watch your dynamics, every stroke the same amount of energy!"

"make your strokes clearer!"

"you need stamina to play this!"

i've heard all of these for months if not years =/

i just couldn't get everything right.

at moments i feel like i've sorted out all the obstacles

but...

when i get myself on the chair,

my heart start to pump faster and faster

as if i'm running away from a bunch of mad dogs

my ears will be like the old people's

i will never hear the tick-tock of the metronome

as a result, timing chao

when your timing chao, you will be working to get it right and

you forget any other aspect

subsequently your dynamic ki chia

every stroke come out with different volumes

sigh

who's to blame? myself

what to blame? 'kin chiong'

any idea to get rid of nervousness/anxiety?

i m dying of it....

i've never achieve anything that i like in my life before, nothing

failure lo i feel

2009-03-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

Mid term holidays have finally come to an end

which mean para pelajar malaysia have to go back to their so called 2nd home to suffer, ya something like that.

Well, i think my holidays were okay??

Family wasn't around for the whole week, every day have to eat outside =/

Supposed to go for my bike's pre-test on tuesday but couldn't make it cause i've forgotten the road, so ended up practicing only. heh Delay delay and delay some more, i've been having my 'L' license for 9 months already, thanks to my best friend, LAZY!!

fireBRANDS was having their very last last match of the penang league that night and things weren't the same as they were before, Dalat thrashed fireBRANDS 10-1. zzz

Wednesday..

Another boring day

Went to queensbay in the afternoon with ... ... ... a lot la

watched CITY OF EMBER, then we went to yan-y's place, all of them had dinner there except me, my tongue was so PAIN. in fact i didn't eat anything that day until 12 05 am, ate two plates of wantan mee, very very nice =D

overnight in tim's place with gerald and sam

Thursday..

woke up kinda late and decided to play floorball in the afternoon.

Don't mess with gerald's slap shot!! lol

telus use his golf skills and applied to floorball, crazy fella

Friday..

Cell group

kulim and sg. petani kids went back. haha

Saturday..

Morning, jyb

afternoon, Floorball!!!! again

addicted d wei

youth at night and we went to batu ferringhi after that

Sunday.. today..

Church, as usual

and football in the evening

BORING!!

seriously don't know what to do la

coward!! LOL

hopeless

2009-03-13T11:20:00.000+08:00

Encounter! Encounter! Encounter!

Hmm, what happened yesterday??
??? ????
well, went for 4x100 in smk tg. bungah and we beat all the other schools
but i found out something.. i am way slower than what i used to be 4 months ago =/
so i think i wont be going for msspp peringkat negeri for the very last time
seriously regret quitting training
anyway, i helped dixon to sneak out from the school.. HAHAHA
he was so bored in the school after winning the long jump, high jump, 1500m n 4x400m, i pity him ma, he so tired summore, how ah? telus fetch him home la XDD
and yeah i went to sarah's place for floorball again in the afternoon
i feel i like floorball a lot lo, maybe i'll be buying a stick lo
after that is pre-encounter in central, GET READY FOR ENCOUNTER!! =)
wait, i realized another thing at night, i cant play pc games except pokemon
LEFT4DEAD?? NOOOO!!! LOL

6 more hours to encounter
meaning i will be missing youngsters' match againts penang sports club
nvm, nvm, nvm, nvm, division 3 is just around the corner
i can play all i want that time

am aspecting God to perform changes in my life =)

2009-02-26T21:08:00.001+08:00

its sad when you dont get to wear the fifth jersey

its sad when you can only use your mouth rather your skills to help

its sad when you cant do anything to help the team

its sad when the team lost

its sad when you see their disappointing faces

its sad its sad

=/ =/ =/ =/

2009-02-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY PHONE

stupid phone, always receive messages late

which most of the time make me worried =)

okay, whatever

erm, just an update about my day, not that exciting but still i am going to update. IT'S MY BLOG. lol. Went to school and the first period was PE. Sam and I actually cheated the teacher during the fitness test. I push-up-ed for 21 times and sam wrote 31 times for me. Sam's worse, 0 times and i wrote 30 times for him. XD thats what happened in school i think. We went for account's tuition later in the afternoon. After the class, i tell you something really stupid happened, my ugly football club jacket was stolen but it was nothing compared to sam's bike. Some malays tried to steal his bike but failed and they spoilt the place where he insert his key to start the bike. Sam was so sad. Hahaha. We had no choice but to carry the bike inside annie's house and don't know what sam will do la. So Sam followed me after that. First we went to sarah's house for some floorball practice and then we headed to sea horse for dinner with issac, james and bryan. Josh and jer joined us later on. We couldn't hang so long with them so we just 'chao' for we have to do mr. loo's homework. He little bit cuckoo d i feel, his period sure got homework one and it's always in a bunch =/ well, just finished his work when i started typing this lame post... night

secret valentine- we the kings

2009-02-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

still a loserr... i know =)

2009-02-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

TWO SECONDS BEHIND OR.......
THOUSAND MILES BEHIND???

just wonder what really happened to this group of people.

started from the interest or you can say 'talent' of five youths, coming together just for the sake of their love-MUSIC. Critics were just too tiny to resist the fire in their heart, the passion for their band. Together they stood still and went through hard time and of course fun time too. They could do everything just to make their first performance a very special one. Can you imagine? Jamming inside a bedroom when it was already 2 a.m. That's not all, remember the mattress drum? the guitar with only 5 stings? And Khaleel!! sometimes i do wonder how could they make it through. The day they waited finally came and everything wasn't that bad after all. But that's not the main point, the voices of the band members saying that they will continue playing in this band really brighten up the future of the band itself. And with the recruit of a new guitarist, everything seems like getting better and better. Happy? Not really. As time goes, those flaming heart no longer give out heat and light, a freezing and sleeping one instead. There's no difference between taking injection and asking the band to jamm. Things changed!! Why?? Why?? Why?? where's the passion?? they shouldn't have form the band if it was just meant for ONE single gig. Come on guys, i think you've had enough of sleep, its time for you to wake up and shine..again. Hopefully with God's grace, you may able to glorify HIS name with the talent HE gave too.

come on guys

2009-01-28T11:20:00.000+08:00

randommm

...

.....

.......

...........

...............

my favourite local band

BUNKFACE!!!!

they seriously rock wei =)

2009-01-24T02:10:00.000+08:00

just came back from FLAIRE, B.Ferringhi. currently blogging using James' PC as i'll be sleeping over at his place. lol

must listen : Secret Valentine- We The Kings
must watch: PMR prank- Youtube (swimsam91)
must grab or probably 'download' shhh : Hillsong's album-This Is Our God

nothing much, have to sleep now
waking up early for prayer tomorrow

I am the one to blame

2009-01-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

I've not been in school for 8 days now, nice? How about a switch? Wake up early in the morning, look into the msn list and sam chuah is the only one online. Your mind will probably be thinking (maybe not yours, but this is what i thought), 'why am i still sitting in front of my laptop? i should be going somewhere right?' and yeah, by that time another question will pop up, 'go where? SCHOOL??' come on kid, wake up!! The ministry of education is playing some kind of game with me. According to their promise, i should've know the result of my school transfer in a week time but today is already a week. I don't think their teacher taught them maths! Its not my problem to care about it but I am not going to school because of their stupidity?? Who's the one suffering? Certainly not them, if i were to have a Mohd. as my surname, i don't think i've to even wait for a day to know the answer. Whatever it is, they are not the one to blame but myself. In life, a small mistake is already great enough to cause you the whole life, yeah, WHOLE LIFE!! When you get to enter a prestigious school which is every primary student's dream, what else for you complain of? Well, 4 and a half year of schooling wasn't that bad until some incidents happened. Define FRIENDSHIP.... using each other? cheating each other? etc..? I used to trust my friends a lot which explain why i am in this situation now. 2008 was a downfall for me, underage clubbing, online betting, alcohol, relationship... I don't think i could have 'achieved' those things without my friend. Those things just went on my life until June and i made myself a school transfer, the one i regretted the most. Thank God for HIS grace and love, when I was at the darkest point of the night, HE just saved me and brought me back to light A fight in Desa Embun Emas was the starting point of my relationship back with GOD. I get to experience true friends who all of them are still supporting me until today. I just believe that no matter what happened in our lifes, GOD will still always be there for us. For HE has HIS own will.

2009-01-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

last saturday timetable

7.00-9.00 ..fetch daniel to CEMERLANG

9.00-11.00 ..church, JYB

11.00-13.00 ..funeral

13.00-13.30 ..lunch

14.30-16.30 ..floorball, 1st time in my entire life

17.00-18.00 ..rush to t.bunga, change and fetch timothy yeoh

18.00-21.30 ..church again, bible study, prayer, youth

22.00-23.30..gurney plaza

23.30-00.30..ah leong fried rice

later ..sleep

woke up the next morning and went to church

church-dan's house-saints-monnlight bay-seminary-home

first week of school

2009-01-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

first update since 13 December..not bad huh =D
youth camp, christmas, new year, friends' bdays..etc
all came in without giving me a five minutes break
yeah, u can actually ignore the previous post on 13th Dec
it was the old me that wrote it*lol
youth camp seriously changed my life if u can notice
never regret being with u guys in fireBRANDS =)

things happened, happened and happened, finally is time to go back to school
it wasn't something to be happy of
well, one day before school reopened
went to SXI for basketball alongside with dan, james, both joshes, caleb, andrew, justin and julian
it was pretty fun until the rain started to pour
played a while after the rain and we went back

MONDAY, first day of school
woke up at about 7 today
got myself ready then rushed to school
the first thing i saw in my class was something really attracted me to school this year
watch for yourself:::
air cond oh air cond

but but but i hate the acting principal
new rules, new whatever
hair must cut so short and we'll get punished if we dont wear belt
give him one NAH FOCK la
besides that school was okay i guess
so SPM, I m COMING!!!
LOL

2008-12-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

i hope one day you'll tell me how you feel and what you want

2008-12-11T15:45:00.000+08:00

2008-12-10T09:25:00.000+08:00

its a busy holidays for me,
just get to update my blog after two weeks?? *lol
basically i just came back from kl
you know, the city where all hotel is fully booked
wtf man, james, daniel, paul, andrew and i
were supposed to stay in a hotel room, 5 ppl in a room
but it ended up staying in daryll's house
fyi, daryll is someone we met in subang
haha, damn lucky right, all our problems were solved
the next day we went for our first ever
FLAG FOOTBALL match
the weather was bad, raining
but but but
we still managed to draw the game..we won la actually
but kl ppl..........................................kia su *lol
we later settle ourselves in chung yee's house
before we headed home to penang the next morning
its a expensive trip for us but at least we did something
'FLOWER BAY RIDERS FLAG FOOTBALL'

after wasting my time on transnational bus for 5-6 hours
finally we reached PENANG *yeah man
took my bike and rode to 'THE NGA'S MANSION' *lol
jeremy, tim and tsu was there together with the sisters
the first thing i did was online!!! five days didnt online d kay
thanks cleo for typing the complicating wi-fi password *lol
i fell asleep on the sand bag later on
and they woke me up for dinner at khaleel
before meeting up with josh, caleb, his cousin and mark at csc
they went to jamal after that and i rode home
sorry, no pictures to upload
my phone was gone *sobs

i really hope that you know how i feel??
uh, is that possible?

2008-11-24T03:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday
didnt sleep last night and went to fish
early in the morning..lol
charlie, my boss drove us to Kedah

took some random pic during work time
too boring -.-

charlie's restaurant bitches

loser

farewell for yee ming..
last day of work
thank god wei, i don need to share
that ang moh with her d..XDD

God has his own plan for us
things happen for reasons

2008-11-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

Tuesday
well, spent my whole day with friends
didnt go to work and tsu sheng was alone..XP
we went to air itam dam with dan's mum
cos she need us to help her

as it was cheryl's 14th birthday

dan. sam. me. gerald.

cheryl

we went to ah hou's grandfather's funeral after
we took our dinner at asia cafe
as usual, late supper again at night. XD

2008-11-18T04:26:00.000+08:00

MONDAY...
woke up by 10, and we went to tim's house.
met a crazy egoistic man there and he scolded us
for parking at other ppl's lot
come on la, we've park there since ages okay
but, but, but,
chong yee scolded him back even worse*lol
tsu sheng left us to go back for his lunch
so we went to find dan and took his guitar to service
went in Art tune and met another ego ppl PAK DIN
we know u're good in servicing guitar
but pls la, we are still customers kay
talk to us like talking to who only
FUCK MALAYS la (zen, except u) lol
next we stopped at midlands to collect my laptop
damn lucky
met the third ego person today, that shop's boss
dont feel like talking bout him
very fck correct d
we were rushing cos chong yee needed to
go to work by 5 30pm at papapizza
we followed him there and took our dinner as well
dan, tim, and me had two pizzas, a plate of pasta, eight pieces of chicken wings and a bowl of soup very nice
we were served by alan and chong yee*haha
sorry for not giving any tips XP
after that we followed dan to ashok's tuition
sit inside the room and talked to tim by typing
nothing else for me to do
my phone's inbox was like EMPTY =(
after tuition, we went to charlie's place for supper
chilled a while then we went back
on the way back i saw a malay on his bike damn fucking malay i wouldnt mention him if he were just an ordinary malay sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

i was like so angry when i saw him but
i just continue to ride my bike la
manatau got road block in front telus turned back and cabut tim cabut with me too*lmao
i was fetching dan which i cant as for tim, really hero RIDE WITHOUT LICENSE damn keat la him*haha
dropped dan home then went straight to tim's house
online and update my blog till now 5am
timothy and jeremy are snoring beside me XP

seriously, what can i do?
can YOU tell me?
=(

ASHES AND WINE BY A FINE FRENZY

dont know what to do anymore
i've lost he only love worth fighting for
i'll drown in my tears
dont they see?
that which show u that which make u hurt like me

all the same
i dont want mudslinging games
it's such a shame
to let u walk away

is there a chance?
a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel
a reason to fight
is there a chance u may change ur mind
or are we ashes and wine?

dont know if our fate's already sealed
this day's spinning surface on a wheel
i'm ill with the thought of your kiss
coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

cut it out
i've got no claim on you now
not allowed to wear your freedom down

is there a chance?
a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel
a reason to fight
is there a chance u may change ur mind
or are we ashes and wine?

i'll tear myself away
that is what u need
there is nothing left to say
But

is there a chance?
a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel
a reason to fight
is there a chance u may change ur mind
or are we ashes and wine?
the day's still ashes and wine
Or are we ashes and wine